Wish I had what I needed
to be on my own
'cause I feel so defeated
and I'm feeling alone.
And it all seems so helpless
and I have no plans
I'm a plane in the sunset
with no where to land.
And all I see, it could never make me happy
and all my sandcastles spend their time collapsing
Let me know that you hear me
let me know your touch
let me know that you love me
let that be enough
It's my birthday tomorrow
no one here could know
I was born this Thursday
22 years ago
And I feel stuck watching history repeating
Yeah, who am I?
Just a kid who knows he's needing
Let me know that you hear me
let me know your touch
let me know that you love me
let that be enough
I don't have anything particularly interesting or important to say... I've just had this song in my head and on my heart the past few days. I am still searching for answers... trying to find and understand the next path I'm supposed to take... I'm just uncertain. I'm uncertain of a lot of things. Sometimes it seems that no matter what I discover, no matter how much sense I can finally make of some things... I will always be lost. I know that's (probably) not true, but I cannot deny that I feel that way.
I am struggling to be content with what I know to be "enough." Maybe because I've defined "enough" with everything that just isn't enough. I don't know.
Still, there is beauty in every day.
Hi honey,
ReplyDeleteI know how you feel. Maybe not on the same scale but I get it. Trust. Trust that God has a plan or at least that there is something waiting. It is so hard to be happy or at least content when you feel like you're waiting on the edge of the unknown. At those times I have to look around and be thankful for the little things because I know I will see what is next when I'm meant to.
I'm always here if you need me.